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Intro
00:38
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Story
05:19
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If I never let go of the story to which I cling
I’d never see just how faulty my perception of this life has been
Beginning at the end of all the inherent naivety
Story controls me
It’s a narrative that bludgeons the glimmer of confidence to death
But looking back it’s clear that I was betrayed by that soil that I cherished
Orphan of Tradition
Cultural remnants imprinted but not absorbed
Floating atop of the density of two worlds
The weight of the freedom is fucking exhausting
An orphan of tradition
Another night, another wasted light, I can’t sleep, lie awake
Was it my skin that fully sealed my fate?
I need to know if blending in was worthwhile
Wasted
And if it was my skin that fully sealed my fate, I have to be my own god
It’s what I see when I lie awake in bed, another night I can’t sleep
There is no one way that the whole world works
I have to be my own god
Disgust internalized
Deep within myself
And reinforced my time
The root cause
Reason why
that I have always felt this lacking nature of mine
I’ll build my own significance
A quarter of a century, I've clung to it
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Significance I
02:58
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And if I could build my own
A narrative I’m proud of deep in my bones
Then maybe I’d believe in my own significance
I want to believe in myself
Fuck you, I’ll build my own significance.
Floating farther upon the density of two worlds
Orphan of Tradition
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Exhale
03:08
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I know from every time that I go
Where the leaves die in the snow and the cracked roads guide me
Back to where I was born
I will never be the true son of the city that I loved
Though I never was, and I’m finally realizing
This world wasn’t made for me
Strive to exhale what I could never be
Sit down, stare out, breathe in my past life
I can see just how fucked it all was
I can see everything
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Self
01:15
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I can see the way they see me differently
Fuck, I can see the way she looks at me
I can see the fucking disgust in her eyes
I hope you rot
I hope you suffers
Rage in my bones
I hope you fucking rot and suffer
I hope you feel the weight of the shame, the self hate, the disgust, that buried my wretched youth
Dear god please help me learn how to live with myself
I don’t know if I can do it
How to love myself
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Inhale
01:17
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Significance II
02:16
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And if I could build my own
A narrative I’m proud of deep in my bones
Then maybe I’d believe in my own significance
I want to believe in myself
Fuck you, I’ll build my own significance
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